Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Shining.

The moon like a spot light.
Exposing me.
My weakness.
My brokenness.

I keep trying to hide from You.
I keep messing up.
I keep hurting You.

I've been crying out.
For days, weeks.
That You would come
Save me. Hold me up. Hold my hand.
Please hear me.

My heart is broken for them.
My heart is broken for me.
My heart is broken for You.

I'm tired.
From the pain, tears
And the disappointment my failures create.
I'm sorry.
But I've said that too many times.
Yet Your grace, Your forgiveness is unchanging.
Unending.

I keep testing You.
Making sure You will stay.
Almost hoping You'll just give up.
But You don't.

You're shining in with the moon.
You've exposed my sin.
And exposed Your love.
You've exposed my failures.
And exposed the Your strength.
You've exposed my ugliness.
And exposed Your beauty.

You are shining on me.
You are shining in me.